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Tuesday, September 11th, 2001
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"World War IV will be fought with sticks and stones"
-Albert Einstein
As Omni/Sigmah said at Zeph's place, it's because World War III will be fought with nukes, and our human civilization will come to an end. Looks like I won't be needing to use this anymore... goodbye...
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| Time: | 4:09 pm. |
| Mood: |  relieved. |
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Thank God he's alive. I've been worrying all day about him... he's one of my only relatives that isn't stiff like my parents. Last time I visited him was 4 years ago, he took us shopping and some other cool stuff...
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Saturday, September 8th, 2001
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You guys? This might be kinda weird... but when you first saw me, what did you think of me? What kinda person did you think I was?
When you first saw me with an instrument, what did you think? I know that when other people see me with a flute they don't take me seriously. They see me as some guy tooting on a flute, someone who doesn't care how good he is at it. They see me as a joke, and because of that they don't think I should play it. That's how most other flutes think about me... what do you guys think? I only want the truth, be as harsh as you want.
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| Time: | 1:51 pm. |
| Mood: |  stressed. |
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My chinese class got only 11 people, but it's all cool cos I know them all before =D We're all around the same age, except for Eddie and Kelly, they're seniors I think.
I HATE BAND. I have to memorize that stupid Stranger In The Night song, and next friday theres an audition for each section. If you suck, you can't stay with that instrument and he'll probably make you change to French Horn, tuba, or another weird instrument. Why can't he get it through his bald head that we students chose the instruments we play for a reason? I chose to play my instrument because I enjoy playing it. It doesn't matter how good you do, it only matters if you enjoy it or not. I only signed up in band so I could play for fun, not to compete. If band is all about competition, then I don't belong there and I'll simply fail the audition.
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Friday, September 7th, 2001
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| Time: | 6:00 pm. |
| Mood: |  bouncy. |
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Weekend!!! WHOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!!!!!!
..... ::munches on pizza and watches simpsons::
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Thursday, September 6th, 2001
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| Time: | 4:27 pm. |
| Mood: | cheerful. |
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Thanks Darren =D Now I'm gonna spend hella time playing it =D You shouldn't have =p I didn't tell anyone to, and wasn't really expecting, but thanks again! =D
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Wednesday, September 5th, 2001
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| Time: | 8:47 pm. |
| Mood: |  busy. |
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DragoonCentral is back up =D But they seem to have switched servers and non of the sections are up =( And theres so many anime sections there... I think I saw Cowboy Beebop there =) I'm thinking about asking another major anime site about hosting me, but I need to update my own more first...
Hey, King of the Hill is on...
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| Time: | 7:15 pm. |
| Mood: |  lonely. | | Music: | blink 182 - man overboard. |
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Right after the last bell rang today my health teacher Ms Foster wanted to talk to me o_O She said I was too shy and if it was gonna be a problem, cos in class "it seemed like my mouth was glued shut when the class was talking about open wounds." -_-
Funny, my friends are drifting away when I'm drifting closer to my old friends, the ones I haven't talked to since elementary school o_O I guess I just need more time fitting in... So much to do, so little time...
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Tuesday, September 4th, 2001
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| Time: | 8:47 pm. |
| Mood: | busy. | | Music: | sum41 - fat lip. |
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*sigh* need to do my LA hw+practice flute. I need some music... no wonder everything's feeling empty...
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| Time: | 6:46 pm. |
| Mood: | lonely. |
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Damn... I just realized how many people use me -_- like Brian... in PE 1?, he starts talking to me cuz non of his friends are there, but then in Bio 2? he's got Leslie and Christina so he just ditches me for the rest of the day... then theres Victoria Liew or however ya spell it. At school she doesn't talk to me, but online shes always asking me about hw. I barely know her, so I don't really care but still... it just adds to my damn point. There are more people but I shouldn't name any unless feelings are hurt and relationships broken...
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Monday, September 3rd, 2001
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Today was cool... heh I didn't know SF Revival didn't come out yet xD DDR 3rd/4th mix was cool. I moded my pad =D But the only thing I found was this white board, and that turned out to be the material used in walls -_- I think the center of it is all broken in pieces...
::twirls around his Kyle keychain he just found::
Jarvis couldn't come >_< And he has a GBA and 4 way link cable...
*sigh*
I don't want to go to school >_< I HATE PE it's so damn boring... and it's only me and brian there... sandra's there but I barely know her...
Oi gotta do my bio paper -_-
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Saturday, September 1st, 2001
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| Time: | 5:45 pm. |
| Mood: | unsure. |
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It's 5:45pm, and I'm sitting on my ass eating CoCoa Puffs o_O
I guess I won't be doing anything much on monday... mainly because I have no couch(es) in my living room =p They were hauled out last week. So until I get a new one, I don't want anyone coming over... because I don't want people sitting on the floor... might plan something for next weekend though =)
But this monday would be better, since it's a long weekend and we could go see Bubble Boy or something...
*shrugs* eh...
But I don't know if I can live through another week of school >_< Hey, wonder if the metreon is open on labor day...
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Friday, August 31st, 2001
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| Time: | 6:00 pm. |
| Mood: | stressed. |
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I don't know what to do... it can be solved so damn easily, only my mom's making it take too long. It'd be another week until then... and I can't wait any longer. This kinda shitty problem can be solved in 1 day, but instead they want to take 1 week... its just so stupid...
Jack closed up... its still there, only he said he wouldn't work on it anymore >_< Hope he stays on my staff...
School sucks. I'm getting the feeling that my friends aren't in enriched classes cos they're afraid of getting their asses kicked... they dont seem to care. It's like in middle school they all wanted to get good classes and good grades, and now they dont care anymore...
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Thursday, August 30th, 2001
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| Time: | 7:00 pm. |
| Mood: | lonely. | | Music: | blink 182 - give me one good reason. |
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At graduation we made a pact,
To meet over summer,
But only I did act
For many hours, I made many a call
Tried so many days,
Only to find some people stall
Now summers gone,
And we never all met
My efforts were all wasted
I feel regret
Now we received our new scedules
We all have different classes,
But no one seems to care,
I just want to kick their fucking asses
We don't hang out anymore
They speak to me in another tone
They treat me like a stranger
I'm left all alone...
What is a friend?
If a friend is somone who listens to your problems,
Someone who's there when you need them
Then my friends are few and scatered
What is love?
If love is wanting to be with someone special
No matter what the cost is
Then I have no love in my life
What is life?
Life can be defined as a gift from God
If life is waiting to die
Then I don't deserve to live
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Wednesday, August 29th, 2001
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| Time: | 5:30 pm. |
| Mood: | unwanted. |
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Weird... I went on the IRChat a few times today, and chanserv aOp me o_O I went on a second time, and after I got aOp, I got kicked... came back, only to get questioned as to who I am and -aOp =( And Sigmah said I had the same access as hornet o_O ... so... I got kicked again >_< Geez now even they're shunning me...
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Oi... I just got back >_< First me, eric, and andrew were waiting for the bus, then after it came it got overloaded, so we had to wait for the next one. Eric managed to slip on... that bastard =p Then Thomas came, and we waited til it came, but it got overloaded again. Andrew managed to squeeze on... that bastard >_< So only me and thomas were left. When it came again, it got overloaded again >_< So we went to kfc, came back, and got on =)
Hs sucks. Since I barely have classes with anyone, I thought lunch would be when we would all see each other again. Damn was I wrong. Shit everyone split up. You got people wandering these halls, people eating here... its like no one cares anymore. Am I the only one who still wants to be back at Ben with you guys? Am I the only one who still cares?
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Tuesday, August 28th, 2001
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| Time: | 10:17 am. |
| Mood: |  depressed. | | Music: | blink 182 - Happy Holidays You Bastard. |
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Stupid LJ isn't working lately, and my comp's internet is really screwed up, so I have to use this old one -_- Damnit I woke up at 7:30 today, then fell asleep until 9:20 >_< I wanted to wake up at 7, but damnit my stupid alarm clock didnt go off ::throws alarm clock out window:: Hm... what are my plans today anyways...? Well...
-Finish packing bag
-Cram some algebra
-Reading work >_<
-Beat Crono Cross (cant find earth dragon >_<)
-Pack up living room
Shit I don't want to go to school. I didn't even do anything this summer except for go to china, where I bought all this counterfeit crap. Stupid communists...
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Monday, August 27th, 2001
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| Time: | 3:05 pm. |
| Mood: | depressed. |
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Damnit lj erased my entry from yesterday >_<
I hate school. I'm gonna have to wake up at 7 or before and wait for the stupid bus, which happens to ditch me every now and then...
My left eye is having uncontrollable spasms...
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Saturday, August 25th, 2001
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| Time: | 10:19 am. |
| Mood: | bouncy. |
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I had a weird dream last night... I dreamed there were mini-people about 3 inches tall invading my livingroom...And I could see where they were living in my VCR, because it was glowing fiery red, and the mini-people were coming from there... I remember they charged my mom and sis by throwing spears and stuff xD Yea I remember myself talking to my dad about what to do and he said "We're gonna throw it out tomorrow." ... I better go get something to munch on, cos I'm going to a friends place til 3, then he's gonna come over...
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Friday, August 24th, 2001
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Oi... last night I spent 1-2 hours cleaning my old computor desk, vacuming it, and moving it into my new room with my brother, only to move in a new computor table afterwards. Well, I won't have to use my dads comp anymore!!! This one has a modem twice as fast, and full of my stuff =D I forgot to mention, two weeks ago my bathroom was torn down to be remodled, and it finished a few days ago. Looks too white -_- I don't think my parents are noticing my 1 hour limit. They said that a few times, but I don't think they're reinforcing it too much. I can sneak on a few more hours a day, but I've been wanting to get away from the comp. Besides, I've been playing DDR =D I gotta go do some math and english work... haveta start studying for that placement test =) I have to get in to geometry... english honors I'm not too worried about, mainly because I don't care if I get in or not. And yesterday, my dad changed my int. science to biology... which means I'll have another class with brian. Oh joy. I get to see his egghead for another class -_- Well, at least I'll have another class with someone I know. But then, if I didn't switch to biology I would've had the same sci. period as andrew and eric >_< Well, the rooms are close by, so I can see them during passing period...
Bubble Boy came out today! I wanna go see it =)
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